Confessions of a happy person

I know it's hard to stay motivated That it feels hopeless and that there's no point in trying But you have to  start small to dream big And if only you could see what I see   You'd believe in you too. 

I wish I could fix everything by telling you how sorry I am That it's selfish of me to decide what's best for you Especially after everything I put you through But I know my words don't mean sh*t . And it kills me that I couldn't do just ONE THING AND STAY When I know you would've done anything for me.

Loving "us" I love you but I don't love "us" So rather than being an "us" that I hate I want what's best for "you" and I want what's best for "me" In order to be an "us" that I love

I don't blame you for what happened. Maybe you didn't mean to and I probably should've known better. But you can't expect for me to have not been hurt. Just like I can't expect for you to have truly cared about me.